Maybe .... Hmmm... I miss papa... =(
Doa anakmu sentiasa untukmu papa .... Al Fatihah ...
Thursday, January 21, 2010
I Miss Him
I just came back from 10 days of journey to North of Malaysia. It is such a great trip with such great friends. When I was in one of my friend place, I had a conversation with his dad. While I was talking to him ... suddenly my mind pop up ... my dad. Owwhh ... it has been 15 years past by... I did not exactly talking to someone that I used to call Papa. The way he talks... the way he laugh... sort of my dad... I felt like I was talking to my papa. Hmmmm... weird... but that was what I felt...
Friday, December 25, 2009
Life of Lelaki
Life ... Life ... Life ...
What is life ?? Life of Lelaki is quite messy lately. Obviously nothing interesthing dowh that I could write ere. Shitto !!! Hmmm ... let me think of something. Few days left and I will say bye2 sayonara to IBM forever ... * wink-wink. Its been a long journey ... I was as an IBMers. Happy ... Laugh ... Joy ... Sad ... Preasure ... Hangin ... its so much that i've learn and experienced ere. One thing that I appreciate the most is... 'friendship'.
Friendship ...
If I would to list of the "valuable friendship"... it would take me a day to finish it. Friendship mengajar aku erti ...
... pengorbanan
... kasih sayang
... bantu membantu
...
Kalau aku nak recap back my memories when I was first month in IBM... Hajare, Ipah, Nas, Eza, Ainin, Zuzu, Ruben ... they all are among of my close friends... and they left except Ipah. Shift EMEA ... is so much fun... hari2 pegy keje... is keep on talking and laughing dari datang sampai la balik... oh god !! I miss that ... ohh yer... Jenarth... tak dikire... sbb I knew him b4 I enter IBM. And oso thanks to him... without him I dont think I will b ere.
second batch ...
Datang pulak Maz... yang aku tatau dari mane. * ko jangan ingat ko hot okay even aku tegur ko :P. Bare in mind.. usually i din do that * dalam nada berlagak. Hahaha. Terima kasih sebab jadi peneman ke @^%#&*&#%#&! dikala aku memerlukan.. dah takde weh sape setelah penghijrahan ko *jeling kat dak blixn. lalalalala.... sape lagy yer second batch... aku mcm dah lupe pulak...
Third batch
Masuk US team... aku culture shock... sebab aku dapat merasai tekanan yang dialami oleh team tue. Semua org cakap Farhana manager yg giler... psycho... suke preasure... mebi kut. Tapi aku kan suke challenges... ade aku kisah? Haha.. still gak aku balik awal... *tutup drawer senyap2. hahkahkhakhak. Mase dekat DRO team... she teach me a lot... she preasure me a lot... she monitor me to the maximum ... but that was the time I was reli appreciated by the bosses. Because of her... I was highlighted ... and get a conversion. Oh ya... aku mengenali SAY di sini jua sebagai TL ... tapi mase nie dier stock2 macho kunun. Blah.. so.. aku bodo ja. *jeling kat Paten... we a re so right about him... :P.
Fourth batch
Masuk US billing team ... oh disini aku kenali ramai sahabat2 yang still lagy keep in touch. Nurul... Dewi ...Azrul ... Paten... Fer... owh... korang mmg best... yeay ...
seterusnya masuk lak ... liya... nadia ... dannnnnnnnn hantu ...
Disaat2 akhir sebelum penghijrahan aku ke philippines... muncul pulak Fared... *jeling lagy kat Paten ... yang nie sikit je betul on our judgement.. yang lain fail... ko suke influence aku kan pompuan.. haha. Tiga hari terakhir di situ. Ape2 pon... its nice to know u bro... reli ... tak ade ayat2 yang boleh aku ungkapkan.*aku takkan sebut word a******e tue... :P. Ohhh Ipah.. aku sangat tidak same ngan dier okay. Telah aku pastikan. haha..
Batch yang terakhir...
Philippines... ASEAN team... ramai sangat nk list kat sini. Terima kasih.. bagy aku gelak... sakit ati... tekanan... suka.. duka... selama 3 bulan aku berada disini. Thanks again...
Ooohh.... aku mmg takkan sempat mengenali si antena.. Nurul.. please take ober okay...
What is life ?? Life of Lelaki is quite messy lately. Obviously nothing interesthing dowh that I could write ere. Shitto !!! Hmmm ... let me think of something. Few days left and I will say bye2 sayonara to IBM forever ... * wink-wink. Its been a long journey ... I was as an IBMers. Happy ... Laugh ... Joy ... Sad ... Preasure ... Hangin ... its so much that i've learn and experienced ere. One thing that I appreciate the most is... 'friendship'.
Friendship ...
If I would to list of the "valuable friendship"... it would take me a day to finish it. Friendship mengajar aku erti ...
... pengorbanan
... kasih sayang
... bantu membantu
...
Kalau aku nak recap back my memories when I was first month in IBM... Hajare, Ipah, Nas, Eza, Ainin, Zuzu, Ruben ... they all are among of my close friends... and they left except Ipah. Shift EMEA ... is so much fun... hari2 pegy keje... is keep on talking and laughing dari datang sampai la balik... oh god !! I miss that ... ohh yer... Jenarth... tak dikire... sbb I knew him b4 I enter IBM. And oso thanks to him... without him I dont think I will b ere.
second batch ...
Datang pulak Maz... yang aku tatau dari mane. * ko jangan ingat ko hot okay even aku tegur ko :P. Bare in mind.. usually i din do that * dalam nada berlagak. Hahaha. Terima kasih sebab jadi peneman ke @^%#&*&#%#&! dikala aku memerlukan.. dah takde weh sape setelah penghijrahan ko *jeling kat dak blixn. lalalalala.... sape lagy yer second batch... aku mcm dah lupe pulak...
Third batch
Masuk US team... aku culture shock... sebab aku dapat merasai tekanan yang dialami oleh team tue. Semua org cakap Farhana manager yg giler... psycho... suke preasure... mebi kut. Tapi aku kan suke challenges... ade aku kisah? Haha.. still gak aku balik awal... *tutup drawer senyap2. hahkahkhakhak. Mase dekat DRO team... she teach me a lot... she preasure me a lot... she monitor me to the maximum ... but that was the time I was reli appreciated by the bosses. Because of her... I was highlighted ... and get a conversion. Oh ya... aku mengenali SAY di sini jua sebagai TL ... tapi mase nie dier stock2 macho kunun. Blah.. so.. aku bodo ja. *jeling kat Paten... we a re so right about him... :P.
Fourth batch
Masuk US billing team ... oh disini aku kenali ramai sahabat2 yang still lagy keep in touch. Nurul... Dewi ...Azrul ... Paten... Fer... owh... korang mmg best... yeay ...
seterusnya masuk lak ... liya... nadia ... dannnnnnnnn hantu ...
Disaat2 akhir sebelum penghijrahan aku ke philippines... muncul pulak Fared... *jeling lagy kat Paten ... yang nie sikit je betul on our judgement.. yang lain fail... ko suke influence aku kan pompuan.. haha. Tiga hari terakhir di situ. Ape2 pon... its nice to know u bro... reli ... tak ade ayat2 yang boleh aku ungkapkan.*aku takkan sebut word a******e tue... :P. Ohhh Ipah.. aku sangat tidak same ngan dier okay. Telah aku pastikan. haha..
Batch yang terakhir...
Philippines... ASEAN team... ramai sangat nk list kat sini. Terima kasih.. bagy aku gelak... sakit ati... tekanan... suka.. duka... selama 3 bulan aku berada disini. Thanks again...
Ooohh.... aku mmg takkan sempat mengenali si antena.. Nurul.. please take ober okay...
...... friendship is more than a gold... the more u get it.. the more the value is....
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Non - Ibmerz
Hi Uoolss
Lama betul tak mengupdate blog neh. Nie pon aku update kat umah si Jenarth. Dia dah membuta... sian die tak tido lg.. huhu... Jap lg mau pi jumpe Tun M. Ade dinner bersama kat Pan Pacific. Klass uoolss !!! Aku pegy pon sebab lecturer suh pi semata takmo presentation... dapat la 10%. Tapi kena byr 100 hengget. aiseh.. pi jelar..
Aku dah pon resign dr IBM yang setelah 2.5 years aku berada bersama. Tepat 1hb December 2009, aku bagy surat. Aku agak malas sbnrnye mau bekerja. Black n white from gomen pon lom dpt lg.. tapi hati aku mengatakan.. Peh, u have to resign. Insyallah, rezeki tu tak kemana. If dpt gomen... alhamdullilah. If takde rezeki aku, akan aku usaha cari lain.
Hati aku terdetik nak pi menjenguk utara bulan depan. Hmmm... after exam perhaps. Nak rase bermalas2an sambil menjenguk dua sahabat yang sentiasa dalam hati aku. Wahhh ... gitu... Sorang di Kedah... sorang di Penang. Hikhikhik ...*u guys noe who u are. =). Aku rendu ahh korang .. apsai lar dok jauh bebenor. Klu dak aku harus dah seret kemana saje aku pi. Kire cam soul mate gitu. Haaaaa... soul mate la sangat. Tapi nak pi jugak ke utara noh. Tggu adik ok. Adik ka ? hahaha...
*p/s: Mat Kedah .. bwk pi Pedu okay... *imagine tasik2 cam dalam smallville. =P
Lama betul tak mengupdate blog neh. Nie pon aku update kat umah si Jenarth. Dia dah membuta... sian die tak tido lg.. huhu... Jap lg mau pi jumpe Tun M. Ade dinner bersama kat Pan Pacific. Klass uoolss !!! Aku pegy pon sebab lecturer suh pi semata takmo presentation... dapat la 10%. Tapi kena byr 100 hengget. aiseh.. pi jelar..
Aku dah pon resign dr IBM yang setelah 2.5 years aku berada bersama. Tepat 1hb December 2009, aku bagy surat. Aku agak malas sbnrnye mau bekerja. Black n white from gomen pon lom dpt lg.. tapi hati aku mengatakan.. Peh, u have to resign. Insyallah, rezeki tu tak kemana. If dpt gomen... alhamdullilah. If takde rezeki aku, akan aku usaha cari lain.
Hati aku terdetik nak pi menjenguk utara bulan depan. Hmmm... after exam perhaps. Nak rase bermalas2an sambil menjenguk dua sahabat yang sentiasa dalam hati aku. Wahhh ... gitu... Sorang di Kedah... sorang di Penang. Hikhikhik ...*u guys noe who u are. =). Aku rendu ahh korang .. apsai lar dok jauh bebenor. Klu dak aku harus dah seret kemana saje aku pi. Kire cam soul mate gitu. Haaaaa... soul mate la sangat. Tapi nak pi jugak ke utara noh. Tggu adik ok. Adik ka ? hahaha...
*p/s: Mat Kedah .. bwk pi Pedu okay... *imagine tasik2 cam dalam smallville. =P
Monday, October 19, 2009
Happy Birthday My Best Buddy
This entry is specially for you bro ...
I've knew you for almost five years... yerps... kejap je kan. Aku still ingat lagy weh... on my very first presentation at sedaya's ... you shoot me with question yang aku tak penah pikir pon. I presented on BMW's cars... and you were asking me what does it mean with BMW. Simple kan.. but aku tak terpikir. Shitt... blur kejap aku time tuh. Started on that day... bile aku tengok ko jaa... aku hangin. Ceitt... sib baik aku dapat result yang ok. But as time pass by... final year... we become closer and yes... seriously aku sangat senang you being my close friend.
Thank you for .....
... being my gud listener... even though ko tau aku sangat mengada2 n senang aja nak sesentap.
... being my advisor... whatever you advise me... ape2 je yang ko bebel kat aku... semua aku still ingat sampai ari nie...
... being my kawan bertekak ... haiishhh aku kalau tak bertekak ngan ko sehari... rase cam pelik ja... heeee... sorry
... being my study partner... you teach me a lot bro... thank you sooooo much for all your help during our study.
... being my backup... hey... aku tau you alwaiz backup aku even though "some" people talk bad bout me... I knew that bro...even you never mentioned that to me... =)
Sebenarnye banyak lagy... but I think we both knows how good friend relationship should be. Kan?? Aku doakan yang terbaik buat ko and your family... and aku rela hilang seratus sahabat to get one good friend like you... =) Jangan hilang kan your sweetness tau ...Let me be the first to wish you... Happy Bufday Jay yang ke - 24...
I've knew you for almost five years... yerps... kejap je kan. Aku still ingat lagy weh... on my very first presentation at sedaya's ... you shoot me with question yang aku tak penah pikir pon. I presented on BMW's cars... and you were asking me what does it mean with BMW. Simple kan.. but aku tak terpikir. Shitt... blur kejap aku time tuh. Started on that day... bile aku tengok ko jaa... aku hangin. Ceitt... sib baik aku dapat result yang ok. But as time pass by... final year... we become closer and yes... seriously aku sangat senang you being my close friend.
Thank you for .....
... being my gud listener... even though ko tau aku sangat mengada2 n senang aja nak sesentap.
... being my advisor... whatever you advise me... ape2 je yang ko bebel kat aku... semua aku still ingat sampai ari nie...
... being my kawan bertekak ... haiishhh aku kalau tak bertekak ngan ko sehari... rase cam pelik ja... heeee... sorry
... being my study partner... you teach me a lot bro... thank you sooooo much for all your help during our study.
... being my backup... hey... aku tau you alwaiz backup aku even though "some" people talk bad bout me... I knew that bro...even you never mentioned that to me... =)
Sebenarnye banyak lagy... but I think we both knows how good friend relationship should be. Kan?? Aku doakan yang terbaik buat ko and your family... and aku rela hilang seratus sahabat to get one good friend like you... =) Jangan hilang kan your sweetness tau ...Let me be the first to wish you... Happy Bufday Jay yang ke - 24...
Monday, October 12, 2009
Hidup Ini
I keep on wondering... aku sangat tidak happy lately. Banyak betul masalah yang melanda. Aku tatau sama ada aku mampu or tak mengharungi badai2 yang melanda dan menghentam hidup aku. Yang pertama-tama aku sangat tidak suke keja aku skrang. Aku perlu sangat keje baru. Desperately. Dah la hari2 balik lambat. Aku tatau camne nak concentrate dengan study aku neh. Cane nak study kalau ari2 balik ja.. penat ... pastu tido. Setiap jam aku asik terpikir nak quit tapi bile pikir financial aku yang sangat menggile nieh... aku pendam ja perasaan. Health aku nie pon entah ape kena tah... aku pon tatau. Rase cam seram sejuk ja.. rase nak pitam ade. Haizzz... aku nie.. ape la nak jadik. Bisnes aku pon skrang... hmmm... banyak tul masalah. Air mata aku nieh dah kering dahh... tak mampu lagy mengalir. Tapi aku banyak belajar dari kesilapan2 yang aku buat... aku dah buat yang terbaek buat diri aku dan jugak family. Cume aku takut... aku tak mampu nak bertahan lagy ...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
sila angkat telepon !!
... Aku memang cukup hangin n rase bengang gile kalu orang tak angkat tepon. Okay fine... if you are not able to pick up the dammnn phone that is ringing on that moment... but at least give a return call fool !!! Aku tak kisah if aku tepon sekali dua ... itu maknenye hal2 yang aku mau perkatakan tak berapa penting. Tapiiiiiiiiiiii... if aku dah telepon dekat 27 kali ... dalam mase beberapa hari... ko ingat aku nak telepon sekadar nak tanye khabar ??? Nak tanye ko dah makan ke belom ??? Haaaaa... rase nak mencarut jek aku ngan orang2 camgini.
Iklan jap *** Fareeeedd... aku tak tujukan pada ko okay post nie... aku tau ko dah sangkut tepon kat telinge kan... kan... kan ???
sambung lagy ... geraaammm tul aku ... bile aku dah bagy statement sentap baru reti nak carik balik aku... haaaa.. bodo betul !!! Asik nak keluar ayat sentap jaa... aku letih okay. Huh.
Iklan jap *** Fareeeedd... aku tak tujukan pada ko okay post nie... aku tau ko dah sangkut tepon kat telinge kan... kan... kan ???
sambung lagy ... geraaammm tul aku ... bile aku dah bagy statement sentap baru reti nak carik balik aku... haaaa.. bodo betul !!! Asik nak keluar ayat sentap jaa... aku letih okay. Huh.
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